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  Table of Contents

  Titlepage

  Acknowledgments

  Cast of Characters

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  About the Author

  Copyright

  About Bywater

  “It takes a fool to learn that love don’t love nobody.”

  “Love Don’t Love Nobody”

  Written by Charles Simmons and Joseph Jefferson

  Performed by The Spinners, Mighty Love, 1974

  Acknowledgments

  Thanks to my Bywater Books family:

  Marianne K. Martin, Salem West, Ann McMan, Kelly Smith, Nancy Squires—and to Fay Jacobs and Elizabeth Andersen for all the heavy lifting.

  Gratitude to my beta readers: AJ Head, Lynne Blinkenberg, Veronica Flaggs, and the Writers Writing Group.

  Thanks to Teresa Scott Rankin for love, support, and encouragement.

  Thanks also to these book reviewers, bloggers, interviewers, and podcasters who have supported the Charlie Mack Motown Mystery series: Angel Adams, MB Austin, Ed Aymar, Black Lesbian Literary Collective, Bolo Books, BookPeople’s Mystery Bookstore, Book Riot, Scott Butki, Matt Coleman, John Copenhaver, Dru’s Book Musings, Grady Harp, Greg Herren, Michele Karlsberg, Amos Lassen, Kristen Lepionka, Greg Levin, the Lesbian Reading Room, The Lesbian Review, Lez Talk About Books, Baby!, Mystery Tribune, Monlatable Book Reviews, OjO, Oline Cogdill, Out in Print: Queer Book Reviews, Queer Words Podcast, San Francisco Review of Books, Washington City Paper, and Jerry Wheeler.

  And thanks always to Detroit for my roots, tenacity, and swagger.

  Cast of Characters

  Charlene “Charlie” Mack

  Mack Investigations Principal;

  former Homeland Security Agent

  Don Rutkowski

  Mack Investigations Partner; former police officer and Homeland Security Trainer

  Judy Novak

  Mack Investigations Associate Partner

  Mandy Porter

  Grosse Pointe Park police officer; Charlie’s girlfriend

  Franklin Rogers

  Chief of Staff, Wayne County Executive Office;

  Charlie’s ex-husband

  Pamela Fairchild Rogers

  Wife of Franklin Rogers

  Stanford Fairchild

  Millionaire businessman;

  father of Pamela Rogers and Peter Fairchild

  Sharon Fairchild

  Wife of Stanford Fairchild;

  mother of Pamela Rogers and Peter Fairchild

  Detective Maynard Wallace

  Detroit Police Department

  Percy and Sylvia Rogers

  Franklin’s parents

  Karen Scanlon

  Interior Decorator

  Caesar Sturdivant

  Hit man

  Serena Carruthers

  Defense Attorney

  Chapter 1

  Charlie didn’t recognize the number. Telemarketers wouldn’t call this late, would they? She eyed her phone. What if someone’s calling about mom? Shit!

  “Hello?” she answered. Her voice a cross between annoyed and cautious.

  “Hello. Is this Charlie?” It was a woman.

  Charlie hesitated. Most people answered this question straight out. Asking it was a common technique for a private investigator.

  “Who’s calling?” Charlie was now completely annoyed.

  “Oh, I’m sorry. I know it’s late. This is Pamela. Uh, Pamela Rogers.”

  “Who is this?” Charlie asked.

  “Franklin’s wife,” the caller said.

  Charlie hadn’t met her ex-husband’s new wife. Franklin had mailed a pro forma wedding invitation to her mom eighteen months ago, enclosing an extra invitation for Charlie. Both Ernestine and Charlie had graciously RSVP’d their regrets.

  “Charlie? Are you still there?” Pamela asked.

  “Oh. Yes, I’m here. I’m just surprised to hear from you. We’ve never officially met.”

  “I know. I’m sorry.”

  “How is Franklin? Is anything wrong?”

  “Things are terribly wrong.” Pamela’s controlled voice faltered. She began to sob. “Everything is such a mess. I didn’t know who else to call.”

  “What’s happened?” Charlie hoped her forcefully asked, direct question would calm the flustered woman.

  “Franklin has been charged with first-degree murder. The police think he killed my brother, Peter.”

  “What?”

  “Last night.”

  “No. That can’t be right,” Charlie almost shouted.

  Mandy came into the bedroom and stood beside Charlie. “Is it your mom?” Mandy whispered with a worried face.

  “No. Franklin is in trouble.”

  “Are you speaking to me?” Pamela asked.

  “No. Sorry. I was talking to my partner. Do you need me to do something, Mrs. uh, Pamela? Did Franklin ask you to call me?”

  “No. In fact, he’d be angry if he knew I called.”

  “I see. Okay. Is Franklin being held downtown?”

  “The police say he fled the crime scene. They can’t find him.”

  “Have you spoken to him?”

  “No. Charlie, I hope it’s okay to call you that, my father thinks I need some outside help. He doesn’t particularly care for Franklin, and he long ago gave up on my brother, but he doesn’t trust the police. My mother is terribly distraught. Daddy is bringing her back to Michigan in a couple of days to . . . to make preparations for Peter. Daddy wants answers when he gets here.”

  “Pamela, slow down. I need to ask you something. Do you believe Franklin killed your brother?” Charlie continued her direct questions. Mandy gripped her arm.

  Pamela sobbed. “No. He could never do such a thing.”

  # # #

  “Franklin couldn’t do such a thing,” Charlie announced to a skeptical Don and Judy.

  “But his fingerprints are all over the place,” Don argued.

  Judy nodded her agreement. She didn’t want to get off to a bad start in her probationary role as an investigator, but the facts were the facts.

  “I know, I know,” Charlie said, pacing the conference room.

  “And the police report is pretty clear, Mack,” Don added. “The evidence shows there was some kind of a scuffle, and your ex’s gun was found on the floor.”

  “I don’t care what the police report says. Franklin did not kill that man.”

  “Well then, where is he? And why is he running?” Judy asked.

  Charlie didn’t have an answer to the first question. It made the second bother her even more. She grabbed a red Post-it, wrote quickly, and pressed it firmly onto the whiteboard. Is Franklin still alive?

  The room was quiet until Don spoke up. “You don’t really think he’s dead, do you?”

  Charlie held her palms to her eyes for a few seconds. Her head had been throbbing off and on since she’d received the call from Pamela ten hours before.

  Charlie hadn’t been in contact with Franklin for almost two years. Following the invitation to
the wedding, he’d sent a “happy birthday” text last July. He’d moved on with his life, and so had she. Still, there was a sense of loyalty. Franklin knew her better perhaps than even Mandy, and he was a decent man. Looking back on their few years of marriage, she realized she had never loved him, not the way he wanted, but even now she felt she had to protect him, and the thought he might be dead made her insides fold into a tight knot.

  “I pray he’s alive,” Charlie said. “But it’s unlike him not to call anyone.”

  “And the new wife, what’s her name . . . Pamela. She hasn’t heard from him?” Judy asked.

  Charlie shook her head.

  “Who would the guy turn to?” Don asked.

  “His parents. His boss. Me, maybe,” Charlie responded. “Although Pamela said he’d be angry to know she’d called me.”

  “What’s she like?” Judy asked.

  “I’ve never met her. But I checked her out online when I heard he was marrying her. She’s a socialite, the only daughter in the Fairchild empire, with deep roots in the moneyed old families here. Stanford Fairchild is not just well-to-do, like Judge Ferry, but a multimillionaire from the Northeast who moved to Michigan to keep an eye on his auto company investments back in the day.”

  “So her parents don’t live here?” Don asked.

  “No. They live year-round in a gated community in Florida. They also have a home on Lake Michigan. Pamela and Franklin live in the original family home in Indian Village. The parents are due to arrive in Detroit in a few days.”

  “Where does . . . did . . . the brother live?” Judy asked.

  Don looked at the police report. “It says here it’s one of those loft apartments downtown. That’s where the body was found. In the bathroom.”

  “Nobody heard a gunshot?” Charlie asked.

  “It doesn’t say there were any witnesses. We’ll need to talk to the police. Since Daddy Fairchild is willing to pay us big money to get some answers about who killed his kid, we should lay out a plan,” Don said, moving to the whiteboard where the lone question clung to the middle.

  Charlie realized she’d been standing this whole time, so she gathered her sticky notes—red for questions, green for facts—and took a seat across from the board. Sometimes she used blue notes for out-of-the-box conjectures. Those were the ideas their former business partner, Gil, had been so good at proposing.

  “Okay, Don. Draw a four-cell matrix. For questions, facts, and big ideas,” Charlie directed.

  “What’s in the fourth box?” Don asked.

  “I don’t know yet,” Charlie said. “Let’s be surprised.”

  Don rolled his eyes, but drew the box. He’d seen Charlie’s technique work so many times that he’d stopped thinking of it as new-age weirdness. He put the “Is Franklin still alive?” note in the questions grid.

  Charlie furiously wrote on more red notes, passing them to Judy who helped Don to organize them on the board. After a dozen, she picked up the green sticky notes.

  “Now help me think through the facts we currently know,” Charlie said.

  Judy rattled off a few: “Franklin is charged with murder. He’s the deputy to the Wayne County Executive. He’s missing. His gun was found at the victim’s apartment. What’s the brother-in-law’s name again?”

  “Peter Fairchild,” Charlie responded, and finished the four notes.

  “I have a fact to add,” Don said. “This Fairchild guy was in a fight at a bar the night he died.”

  “Good, Don. We need to get the name of that bar,” Charlie said, nodding to Judy who started a list of to-do’s.

  “Do you have Franklin’s cell number?” Judy asked.

  “Yeah. I do. I didn’t even think to call it.” Charlie reached for her phone.

  “You think he’ll talk to you?” Judy asked.

  “I don’t know. He might.”

  The Mack Partners paused their brainstorming while Charlie punched in the number. The call immediately went to voicemail. “Franklin, this is Charlie. I know you’re in trouble. Pamela told me. I want to help you. Please, call me.”

  Don and Judy watched Charlie try to regain her composure. She finally looked up. “Damn. I don’t know why I’m so emotional.”

  “Because he’s someone you care about. You were married to him,” Judy said.

  “He put up with a lot from me. I didn’t make things easy,” Charlie said, wiping at her eyes.

  Don restored order. “You know the police are probably monitoring his cell phone.”

  “They probably are,” Charlie said. “Franklin may be aware of that. What else will the police be up to?”

  “The detective who faxed the official report says DPD is getting pressure from the chief, who is getting pressure from the county executive. They’ve had a call from the governor’s office, too. They have four detectives assigned to the case—all veterans.”

  “Given the rich victim, his influential family, and the politically connected suspect, I’m not surprised the police are being squeezed from all sides,” Charlie said. “Okay, let’s look at our open questions and make assignments.”

  Tamela appeared at the conference room door. “There’s a call for you, Ms. Mack. From the police.” Her brows were at full attention. “They’re holding on line two.”

  Don offered an “I told you so” look and took a seat at the table. He pushed the tabletop speakerphone toward Charlie who pushed the call button.

  “This is Charlene Mack.”

  “Ms. Mack, Detective Wallace at police headquarters. I’m the lead detective on the Peter Fairchild murder. You’ve heard about it?”

  “Yes. Of course I have. How can I help?”

  “Our primary suspect is Franklin Rogers. Your ex-husband.”

  “I know.”

  “May I ask how you know?”

  “I received a call last night from his wife, Pamela Rogers.”

  “I see.” The pause on the other end was long enough for a passed note or two, or a whispered conversation.

  “I wonder if you wouldn’t mind coming in to answer a few questions for us. You’re probably also aware that Rogers is missing?”

  “Yes. His wife told me that, too. I might as well tell you now, detective, that Pamela Rogers has hired the Mack Agency to look into the murder of her brother.”

  There was an even longer pause. Charlie, Don, and Judy sat quietly. After almost a minute, Detective Wallace’s voice boomed through the speaker. “Can you come in this afternoon?”

  “I can. May I bring my partner, Don Rutkowski?”

  “Yes. We know Don. See you at 2 p.m.?”

  Charlie lifted her eyes to Don for an okay. “Yes. We’ll be there.”

  “They’re pissed,” Don said when Charlie disconnected the call.

  “Can you blame them? Let’s finish up and pass out assignments. I assume we’ll have a lot more questions and maybe a few more facts after our sit-down with Detroit’s finest.”

  Chapter 2

  Charlie never felt comfortable at Detroit police headquarters. The grand old building with its marble floors, wood paneling, and wrought-iron staircases was a neglected throwback to Detroit’s glory days. Recently, it had been added to the city’s condemned properties list. Given the economy, even if the city could sell the building, it was unlikely a developer would be willing to bring the old girl back to her original splendor.

  Charlie and Don sat at a conference table in Captain Travers’s office. Detective Wallace and two other detectives were also seated. Travers was a bureaucrat. Charlie had met him on an earlier case, and they had a mutual dislike for each other. Don, on the other hand, had worn the blue uniform for fifteen years, so the atmosphere and bureaucracy at headquarters was fondly familiar to him.

  Charlie sat, unspeaking, for almost five minutes, watching the men joke with each other. Travers was also assessing the group. They locked eyes.

  “Shall we get down to business?” Travers ordered. “Thank you for coming in, Ms. Mack. I know this m
ust be an awkward situation for you. Your ex-husband is missing, charged with murder, and his new wife hires you to find him. That seems like a healthy amount of complexity.” Travers managed a smile of fake sympathy.

  “It might even be a conflict of interest,” Detective Wallace interrupted, receiving glowering disapproval from Travers.

  Charlie didn’t take the bait. “It’s not against the law for me to take this case, is it?”

  “No, Ms. Mack,” Travers responded. “But it is a felony to harbor a criminal. I know you’re already aware of that.”

  Here it comes, Charlie thought.

  Travers’s comment was an overt reference to their Cass Corridor case, where the Mack Agency had neglected to reveal the whereabouts of a person-of-interest in the murder of a drug kingpin. Charlie and Don glanced at each other, but said nothing. With a nod Travers gave Wallace permission to speak.

  “We’ve subpoenaed the cell phone records of Rogers. Uh, Franklin Rogers. We’re aware you called him earlier today, Ms. Mack.”

  “Then you are also aware that I didn’t speak to him. Of course I called Franklin. His wife wants us to find him.”

  “Then you’ve had no contact with him?” Wallace asked.

  “None.”

  The meeting lasted less than an hour. The police spelled out their case against Franklin, and revealed they had a witness who saw him leave Peter Fairchild’s apartment. The gun on scene was registered to Franklin, and his fingerprints were found in Peter’s apartment. The bartender at Club Lenore said both Rogers and Fairchild had had a few drinks before Fairchild got into an altercation with another patron. That’s when Franklin had led him from the bar.

  “The bartender said the conversation between your ex-husband and the deceased wasn’t friendly when they left the bar,” Wallace said.

  “Look, let’s get something clear,” Charlie said, noting Don’s warning of a raised eyebrow. “Franklin Rogers and I have a personal history, but I haven’t seen or talked to him in a long time. So you don’t have to keep referring to him as my ex-husband, detective.”

  Detective Maynard Wallace shifted in his chair. He was a seasoned law enforcement officer. Like Travers, he hadn’t been caught up in the pervasive corruption infecting the department. He was a second-generation officer from Atlanta who had witnessed the culture shifts in policing during his decade of service. Travers signaled Wallace that he’d respond.